Drowning letra

it's four a.m. again
father, forgive me this sin
uncomfortable in this life, yeah
i can't put down this knife, yeah

i'm carving words in my arms, baby
hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe
i need the touch of a hand
this isn't what i had planned

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i need relief from this life
i wanna slip away into the night
don't wanna see the sun again
but can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
i wish the ocean was warm
i feel like drowning

i'm losing my faith in me
i can't remember the last time i felt free
from voices inside my head
when i taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead

you say i'm out of control
at least i still have a soul
no, i don't need your advice
some compassion would be nice

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i can't take any more of your pills
they hold my head up
but still it feels so wrong
i can't believe the price that i've paid
for this chemically-induced, perceivably ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day

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Jay Brannan - Letras

• 26-Hour Day
• A Death Waltz
• A Love Story
• All I Want
• Always, Then, & Now
• American Idol
• At First Sight
• Beautifully
• Blowin' In The Wind
• Blue-haired Lady
• Body's A Temple
• Both Hands
• Bowlegged & Starving
• Can't Have It All
• Christmas Really Sucks
• Dear Santa
• Drowning
• Ever After Happily
• Everywhere There's Statues
• Goddamned
• Good Mother
• Greatest Hits
• Half-boyfriend
• Home
• Housewife
• La La La
• Lower my Gun
• Myth Of Happiness
• On All Fours
• Rob Me Blind
• Say it's possible
• Soda Shop
• Square One
• Str8 Outta Compton
• String-A-Long Song
• The Freshman
• The Spanglish Song
• The State Of Music
• uncle Auntie-Socialite
• Unstable Boy
• Zombie